Ah, yes the one time of year that normally in my past life I have dreaded. Valentines Day for me has usually been spent alone in my room eating candy that my friends who felt bad for me being single gave me while everyone else goes and spends time with their romantic connections. Usually being the key phrase that I am happy is not for this case. A few weeks ago I finally admitted to a really amazing guy my true feelings for him in which he had felt the same way the whole entire time. Me and Allan are now together after waiting 2 years for us to tell one another and boy does that make this year even more special.
I find myself very lucky to have him in my life for many reasons. He is a really good friend. He truly cares about me as a person and not because he has to under a "boyfriend role". He understands that I am not perfect and has helped me work out my flaws. I really don't know how else to thank him for what he has given me and done for me enough with out saying the same things over and over again accidentally.
Being with Allan has helped me see that I truly can live my life with out any other form of help like medications. All I truly need is to look into my self and reach out to people, like him, who truly care about myself and my well being. I love him more than I have ever dreamed about loving another person. Thinking about all this now makes me want to call him up actually.
Before I post this romantic confession to him, I would like to shot out to all my readers with an early Happy Valentines Day. Have fun this holiday with your loved ones and do not feel bad at all if you end up being alone. Make it a day for yourself and rent movies and eat popcorn. Do stuff that makes you happy and you will make it clear through this holiday happy.
Thanks for reading.
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