Well to start off this post, I want to explain what I mean by drama queen. My aunt gave me the nickname to be good instead of bad. My family always used it in a negative way, but she showed me that its okay to be dramatic in the right settings. But lately there has been too much stuff in my life going on for me to handle.
Everywhere I seem to go I always end up getting some sort of drama getting in the way of me trying to just relax. I seem to always find a way to mess things up somehow. I lost a book I need for an essay I have to write this weekend. I have tried to find it online and it wont be here in time for me to turn in the essay. So my only option was to go asking my professor to send me some information on the documents so I can find them and do the essay. He doesn't have to help me and that is what is stressing me out the most.
Next is my friends. I seem to be losing more than I am keeping close to me and it makes me depressed all the time. I know usually I am the one giving advice to help them out but lately I have been going to others for advice. That is not like me and its making me worried that I am not able to help myself anymore. It almost seems like I have to go to therapy all over again. I went for years before they said I was fine and now a year later I want to go back. It is just sad in my book.
And with college is a fun story in itself. I am so stressed at making my own way in this world with getting my own job that I enjoy and school just seem to always be clashing over and over again. I found a new job at Starbucks to help with me getting sick at the day care but now I wont have weekends to do homework when it comes down to it. I just want to get my Associates and take a break but everyone will be mad at me.....I just don't know what to do. Comment if you have some advice. I am willing to listen. Thanks for reading.
